My Pitiful Existence

Old Poem number 3: ~Show & Tell~

2006-05-18T16:44:00.000-04:00

Crack me open like a shell,
Send my soul straight down to Hell,
Ring my heart out like a bell,
Drown my feelings in a well,
Then you'll finally break the spell
You stood and watched me as I fell
Locked up in a fucking cell
How many souls did you sell?
To put my heart on show & tell?
Now all I can do is yell...
My voice it echoes like a shell...

Old Poem Number 1: Untitled

2006-05-17T17:01:00.000-04:00

You think you're all that matters in this life of darkness and pain.

Quit wasting my time...

Why don't you shutup?!

Why don't you fuck up?!

Why don't you go and kill yourself, cos you're so stuck up?!

Making me lose my mind...

You just assume your fucking work is more important than mine,

Everything you say angers me a little at a time

Making me lose my mind...

Making me lose my MIND!

I can't DEAL WITH YOU, always invading invading my space,

And if you don't stop I'm gonna...

SHOOT YOU IN THE FACE!!

TELLING ME TO LEARN MY PLACE!!

"YOU ARE SUCH A HUGE DISGRACE"!!

Making me lose my mind...

MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND!

Old Poetry = New Poetry

2006-05-17T16:58:00.000-04:00

I was thinking I might post some old poetry from my journal(s). So we'll see what happens.

A Few Anarchistic Thoughts

2006-05-17T16:49:00.000-04:00

Alright, I just gotta get this outta my system. So, here goes.

If the majority says something is right, does that mean it's right? NO! Democracy = Majoritarianism.
Democracy does NOT mean freedom. Both the first and the early American democracies supported slavery.
Adolf Hittler was elected through legitimate democratic procedure.
If the government 'guards' Freedom of Speech, guess who you're giving your freedom to? George W. Bush.
Classical Athenian Democracy executed Socrates for impiety, i.e., for dissent. Some 'Freedom of Religion'.

Metric - Empty

2006-05-15T16:28:00.000-04:00

This isn't mine, but I thought it was relevent, so I'll post it.

Metric - Empty
-------------------

When there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
When there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to
How I love to
How I love to
How I love to give in

Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We couldn't see what was coming

Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your head it's empty

I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now

Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all

No, I'm not dead...

2006-02-27T16:04:00.000-05:00

Yeah, I know I haven't blogged in a while. I've been pretty busy with school, Slasher (and even Tracy, my old ThinkPad 365XD), and Animal Crossing: Wild World. KDE is somewhat working now (the arts server still crashes repeatedly, and the mime types are still missing, but at least it atarts now). I unmasked 3.5.1, and I can't wait to see it. It's supposed to be the best one yet! (in fact, the last 3.* release, IIRC) I cannot wait until 4.0! Im gonna get it on the release day! I'll be the first one to have it (besides the developers, of course)! And I'll post screenies, too, so don't worry! :P

Woohoo, almost stable!

2006-02-10T14:39:00.000-05:00

I fixed a shitload of stuff yesterday, and now I only have like 3 or 4 things left to fix (excluding the drivers I have to write, thanks to closed-source propriety in-bed-with-Micro$oft companies not realeasing drivers for Linux (**coughSiliconIntegratedSystemscoughcoughsneezecough**)). In other news... Fuck, like there is any other news when I'm in hack mode. lol. Back to schoolwork (breeze my way through), then it's another all-night hack session for me. :p

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2006-02-08T15:31:00.000-05:00

I hate my fucking family...
I hate my fucking self...
*pause*
*looks up at the sky*
AND I FUCKING HATE YOU, TOO!!!!
Kill me... Kill me, now... Please, kill me, kill me now, kill me, kill me now, just do it, just kill me now, just kill me, just KILL ME.
Why do you hate me, why, huh, why do you, why do you, why, why do you hate me, you hate me, you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, why, why do you, why do you, why do you, why do you hate, why do you hate me, why, why do you HATE ME?!
What did I do, huh, what did I do, what did I do, what did I, what did I, what did I, what, what, what, what did, what did I do, what did I do, huh, huh, huh, what did I do, what did I do, what did I, what did I DO?!
You needed someone to hate...
Why do you laugh at me, huh, huh, huh, why, why do you, why do you laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you laugh in my face, my face, my face, my face, my face, my ugly scarred and horrible face, you make me want to cut up my face, my face, my face, why do you laugh, why, why, why do you, why do you laugh, why do you do it, you laugh, you laugh at me, you laugh at my face, you do, you laugh, why, why do you laugh at me, why do you laugh, why, why do you do it, why do you laugh at me, why do you laugh at me, why do you laugh at me, why do you LAUGH?!
You don't care...
You don't care...
You never cared...
You don't even care...
You never even cared...
You can't even pretend to care...
*picks up scissors*
This is why you don't care...
Here is proof you don't care...

Somebody, Please Tell Me...

2006-02-08T13:25:00.000-05:00

...Why am I such a mistake?

Haven't Blogged In A While... Anyway... guilty look

2006-02-05T13:35:00.000-05:00

Yeah, the day before yesterday was my birthday (For those of you who forgot, it's really no big deal, I know I don't mean anything at all to you to begin with :P). It was awesome, compared to the rest of my life, which I guess must make it horrible for a normal person, but I don't really deserve a birthday to begin with, so it's all good. In other news... I fixed most of my computer. And I started learning Python (yeah, way overdue, I know, but better late than never). I like it alot so far. Much faster than C or C++ (yeah, those are the only other languages I know, I know, pitiful, right?). Anyway... What else... Oh yeah. I started playing Castlevania Aria of Sorrow again (this time from the beginning). I got a DS (finally!) for my birthday, along with Castlevania Dawn of Sorrow, which takes one year after the events of Aria of Sorrow, so I figured I should get 100% completion on Aria of Sorrow first. In other news... I saw King Kong. 'Twas awesome. And I'm seeing Big Momma's House II today, so that should be good as well. Anyway, I gotta get back to work on my school, so I'll see you later (...maybe).

New Pictures

2006-01-30T18:12:00.000-05:00

As you can see (well...unless you are blind...), I got a new picture. My sister took it. Pretty good, no? In other news... I got a few more pictures on the way, as well. That's about all I can tell you right now, though. You'll have to wait and see for yourself ;p. Also, I started school today. English III B. Easy. I'm already halfway through week 2. Anyways, I'm pretty busy now, so I'm gonna go now.

2006-01-23T20:08:00.000-05:00

I feel so feverish...How is it that I can hurt when there's no pain?I don't feel like breathing...I don't feel like anything...The story of my life is boring.The story of my death will be better.I'm a useless puppet.Nothing I ever do is worth it.Nothing I ever write is ever good enough.But still I scribble in my little black book.I can't excert the effort required to rid the world
of my existence.Drowning would be the best, I guess.I wouldn't have to do anything.I'd just lie there.And as the water would pass over my body until it
enveloped me, I'd cry. And it'd make it all go
faster. It'd be cold water. Hot water would make
worse the feverish feeling I feel. I don't feel like
writing anymore. I don't feel like giving this poem a title.

No, I Don't Want To Go On A Fucking Field Trip

2006-01-23T14:29:00.000-05:00

Alright, what the fuck is up with the field trip. Don't you think that if I wanted to socialize with my inferiors (yeah, that's right, you're inferior) I would have stayed in public school? Do they not get the fact that I'm antisocial? People suck. No, I don't want to go fucking bowling. I want to stay home and not have to deal with stupid humans. I want to stay home and not have to talk to people who's very existence annoys me. I want to stay home and not have to take shit from anybody. You can take your field trip and shove it down your throat.

My Sexy Console Splash Screen

2006-01-20T18:28:00.000-05:00

After a little bit (okay, maybe a lot) of tinkering, I finally got my chosen theme (Cynapses, bitch! :P) to load. It turns out that since I had two framebuffers, and sisfb automatically starts at boot no matter what, the settings I set for vesafb (I set it to use 16bpp instead of 8bpp) were being overwritten by the settings that sisfb had (apparently it uses 8bpp by default). So I just changed video=vesafb:[snip] to video=sisfb:[snip]. So n00bish. Anyways. Here's what my vt (virtual terminal, for all you n00bs out there) looks like now:

[NOTE: This image is an exception to the statement at the bottom of my blog. It is not of my own design, rather, the dude who writes http://blog.cynapses.com designed it (I'm assuming it was him, if I'm wrong, correct me). Besides. I'm allowed to steal images because I suck at cg :P. But I'm not allowed to steal code, because I pwn at programming. See how that works? Anyway, I'll shut up now.]

NTP Fixed (for now)

2006-01-18T15:38:00.000-05:00

I managed to fix NTP. I changed the NTP_CMD variable to "ntpdate" instead of "ntpd". NTPD should have worked though. Now that I at least got ntpdate working, I'm going to tinker around with ntpd. Hopefully I'll be able to tackle that issue with the 8bpp thing today as well, because it really bugs me when my kernel disobeys me.

My Kernel... Is An Asshole... And so is NTPD...

2006-01-17T23:56:00.000-05:00

I'm almost done. Only, ntpd is being an ass and deciding not to work for no reason. Also, my kernel keeps going into 8bpp (that's 8 bits per pixel, a very very ugly mode) instead of the 32bpp I specified in both the bootloader config and the kernel itself. Next time it tells me it can't find a bootsplash image for 8bpp, I'm seriously going to break something. And if ntpd doesn't shut the fuck up and work, someone is going to die. Everytime I run it it just gives me the usage rules.

Sexy-fying Slasher

2006-01-16T18:10:00.000-05:00

I'm tweaking Slasher to make him more sexy (Slasher=my Linux box)! KDE's translucency engine is nice! And I made the toolbar and Konsole window transparant. I made the Wallpaper a slideshow of every sexy wallpaper I own, and the screensaver is a random cycle of every sexy screensaver I own. Plus I just added a bootsplash screen and a framebuffer console image. So it's pretty damn sexy. Yeah, I mean totally fsckable (pun intended :p). Pretty soon here I'm gonna get a bunch of plugins, extensions, and add ons. Like Karamba and stuff. I'll post a screenshot when I'm done. Ooh, it's Bright Eyes! GOD last.fm is AWESOME. If you don't have a last.fm account, you need to get one.

All Right, I'm Done! w00t!

2006-01-13T20:55:00.000-05:00

Hehe, you didn't really think I would fail, did you? Anyway, I turned in everything, so if somebody is missing something, it's not my fault (they better not be missing anything, or I'll have to kill somebody). So yeah. Semester one = over.

A Little More...

2006-01-13T01:06:00.000-05:00

"Four more tests to go! One more day to do it! Does he have what it takes?!"

Hell Yes, I'm Seeing The Best Modern Emo Bands Ever Live In Concert

2006-01-12T13:51:00.000-05:00

Woohoo. Go me. Anyway. I just found out, in addition to Fall Out Boy and All-American Rejects (I don't know... Maybe they'll convince me that they are worth listening to), Hawthorne Heights and From First To Last will also be playing! I'm so excited! I almost pissed my pants when I found out! My girlfriend will kill me! In other news: It's Andrews birthday today. The big 18, man! If you see him today, be sure to wish him well. Otherwise, you can hit him up on MySpace. Also. Remember, January is Miyazaki month over at TCM. That means total anime domination every thursday. If you haven't seen Laputa, now is your chance. So check it out. Suckah.

Two Down, One To Go...

2006-01-12T02:33:00.000-05:00

I just finished Chemistry A. In US Government, I only have to do 4 tests, and 2 assignments. The deadline is tomorrow at midnight. "Can he make it?!" :p

A Multitude of News

2006-01-11T13:30:00.000-05:00

Well, I slammed my fucking right pinky in the door. Yeah, it was nice. You should try it. Seriously. Nothing like having to type and move the mouse with your left fucking hand. >.> Yeah, it's scary to look at. In other news... I finally got to see Max and Ruby today (stfu). Oh, and guess who is getting tickets for Fall Out Boy's tour? Yours truly. Yeah, I'm not too psyched about seeing All-American Retards, (Dirty Little Secret is fucking annoying) but Fall Out Boy will definitly make my pain of sitting through that shit worth it. Let's see, what else is there... Hm, I think that was it. By the way, it took me five minutes to write this post. Five fucking minutes. Make that six.

Almost There...

2006-01-08T01:42:00.000-05:00

Only two assignments and four tests in U Government (blech), and only one assignment and three tests in Chemistry A. As for English III-A, I still have three assignments left, but it won't be my fault if I can't complete them, since I need feedback from Mr. Arman before I can do them. Oh, and I have to do that stupid chat session for the participation points. >.> That's why I left public school. Humans suck (all except for Christy, Eli, and, of course, Erin. And like three or four others... Who I don't feel like naming... *cough*DanJamie*coughcoughcough*).

Crush my still-beating heart

2006-01-07T19:45:00.000-05:00

Cut me up like a voodoo
doll. Force-feed me a bowl of
glass and nails, then make me
vomit and start again.
Carve out my eyeballs with a safety pin. Pry off my
fingernails and tear out all my
hair. Suck my brain out
with a vacuum, eviscerate
me and crush my still-beating
heart. Scrape off my flesh
with a razorblade, and make
me swallow a pair of scissors.
Just don't leave me.

Untitled

2006-01-07T19:42:00.000-05:00

Baby, please don't go.
When you leave I fall apart.
Don't blink.
Don't think.
Don't make a sound.
Just kiss me, Just hold me, then
Don't let me go. I'll crawl into
your heart and die there.

Lonely... Oooh, It's 雅-miyavi-!

2006-01-06T23:45:00.000-05:00

Oh my God. Miyavi has the most addictive voice ever (well...him and Morrissey are tied. Oh, and Chester Bennington. And Connor Oberst. But that's it.). I think I'm gonna try and fanmail him. I don't know how to yet, but I know it's possible because he asks for emails all the time on his online journal. Well, not all the time. Only when he's depressed or something. But that's pretty often. Poor Miyavi. Anyway. I'm gonna do it. And see what he says.

Omg! I Found Out Why Some Of The Headers Are Green!

2006-01-06T17:52:00.000-05:00

It's because they're links, and somehow I styled links to be green. >.>
Somehow...

Dora the Explorer Can Blow Me

2006-01-06T17:44:00.000-05:00

GAH! I can't believe this! I wait diligently until 12:00 to watch Max and Ruby (stfu), and what's on instead? Dora the Fucking Annoying Explorer. I swear, if I don't get my fix of Max's hilarious sinister grin and monosyllabic phrases, I'm gonna sue. Or something.

Yay For Miyazaki!

2006-01-06T10:34:00.000-05:00

The director of the month for Turner Classic Movies is Miyazki this month! This means that every thursday this month, they're showing his movies! *squee* I already dvr-ed the first two from last night. OMG they're showing them in japanese with english subtitles too. Isn't that awesome? If you don't think it's awesome, you suck. Anyway. What was I going to say...? Oh yeah, last night was Spirited Away and Princess Mononoke, my favorites of his from what I've seen so far. I can't wait till they show Castle in the Sky, Kiki's Delivery Service, and Howl's Moving Castle. Those are my other favorites (besides Spirated Away). Hopefully they'll show them all. I forgot what the schedule was. They're showing a japanese-only (only released in Japan, the subs are still there) movie, too. *goes to find schedule* Ah, here it is:

Thursday, Jan. 5 8 p.m. Spirited Away (2002 - English-language version) ( ...discriptions removed ... ) 10:15 p.m. Princess Mononoke (1997 - English-language version) 1 a.m. Spirited Away (2002 - Japanese-language version) 3:15 a.m. Princess Mononoke (1997 - Japanese-language version)
Thursday, Jan. 12 8 p.m. Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind (1984 - English-language version) 10 p.m. Castle in the Sky (1986 - English-language version) 12:15 a.m. Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind (1984 - Japanese-language version) 2:15 a.m. Castle in the Sky (1986 - Japanese-language version)
Thursday, Jan. 19 8 p.m. My Neighbor Totoro (1988 - English-language version) 9:30 p.m. Porco Rosso (1992 - English-language version) 11:15 p.m. Whisper of the Heart (1995 - English-language version) 1:15 a.m. My Neighbor Totoro (1988 - Japanese-language version) 2:45 a.m. Porco Rosso (1992 - Japanese-language version) 4:30 a.m. Whisper of the Heart (1995 - Japanese-language version)
Thursday, Jan. 26 8 p.m. Only Yesterday* (1991 - Japanese-language version only) 10:15 p.m. Pom Poko (1994 - English-language version) 12:30 a.m. Only Yesterday* (1991 - Japanese-language version) 2:45 a.m. Pom Poko (1994 - Japanese-language version)

Enjoy, my fellow otaku! ^_^

Last Night I Dreamt... That Somebody Loved Me...

2006-01-05T16:18:00.000-05:00

No, seriously, I did. Her name is Molly, and I haven't seen her in forever. Anyways, I don't remember anything about it other than the fact that she was in it. Last time I had a dream like this, I saw the person like right after I had it. So I'm wondering (hoping) if that's the case here. Anyways, I gotta go now. See ya.

Hawthorne Heights February Tour

2006-01-04T13:15:00.000-05:00

OMG I need tickets! Mommy you owe me! And here is the proof:

Kelly: Gwen Stefani concert

Rachel: Jesse MCartney (Or however the hell you spell it, like I care)concert

Kelly and Rachel: Aaron Carter concert

Now, you owe me. Those [fake] artists suck (all except for Gwen Stefani, props to Gwen for being one of the first non-poser punk girls). If you don't know who Hawthorne Heights is, you suck (they sing Ohio is for Lovers and Nikki FM ^^;). So I must get tickets. Hopefully I can get some mullah from people for my birthday and save up. Cos I've never been to a [good] concert in my life.

I Actually Went Outside For A Whole Day Today!

2005-12-30T21:30:00.000-05:00

Yeah, today I went ice skating. I skated until the skin on my left shin dissapeared. Now it hurts....*ouchie* Anyway... After that I went to the mall. I looked at all the otaku stuff at Suncoast, and avoided the preppy stores. Then I bought the wrong volume of Love Hina at Border's Express. Got 11 when I meant to get 10. But oh well, I'll need 11 eventually anyway, so I'll keep it and get 10 later. I wouldn't have had time to read it any time soon anyways. That about wraps up today.

Updated The Shopping List For My Birthday

2005-12-29T19:17:00.000-05:00

Well, the title just about covers it. The only stuff I MUST have are the Nintendo DS and Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrows. The rest is just in case I have extra money.

Hey You

2005-12-28T17:06:00.000-05:00

Hey you, yeah you with those bracelets 'round your wrists.
The ones your mother makes you wear to keep you from slitting them.
Yeah, you've kinda taken a liking to them anyway.
Or at least that's what you say.

What would you do if I told you that everytime you blink I'm forced to stare at your eyes; those big, bright eyes, with the lashes that stretch for miles, and I wonder what it would be like to see you blink them all the time, oh it couldn't be bad.

Hey you, yeah you, with the tear-stained eyes, all red and itchy. They still look as beautiful as they did yesterday, if not more beautiful. Yeah, I'll stick with my second statement, I like the way they glisten and gleam, gleam and glisten, like the lake behind your house where you go skinny-dipping even though your dad said no. Yeah, you were grounded for a week, but it was worth it.

Hey you, yeah you, with your hair all in your face, you look so adorable, I can't help but stare. Everything you do makes me smile, and I don't smile too often, and neither do you, so I'm thinking we should probably stick together. But only if you want to. Is it okay if I kiss you? Can I call you tiger lily? I guess it's okay, since you're not pushing me away.

Hey you, yeah you, who did that to your eye? Now you can't open it, and that's one less eye to look at. What? How could youf father hit you, doesn't he know that you've got the prettiest eyes in the whole wide world? Now I want to cry... Is it okay if I hold onto you? I'm afraid I'll dissapear.

Hey you, yeah you, you weren't at school today. What? We can't see each other any more? ...Oh... I gues that's okay... Can I still dream about you? You want to run away?! You can hide down in my basement, I can bring you spaghetti on tuesdays, cos tuesday is spaghetti dinner. And I can sneak downstairs at night and read you stories and give you kisses, and we can pretend we're in a movie, and our lives aren't so bad anymore.

Flanders Mare

2005-12-28T17:02:00.000-05:00

You hurt those who are nice to you, yeah you don't give a shit.
You think the world bows down to you, you are so full of it.
You treat everyone like voodoo dolls and wonder why you have no friends.
Maybe it's because you draw their nerves out to their goddamn ends?
Or maybe it's because you are a bitch, and a fucking liar.
My hatred for you burns like a raging forest fire.
The world could give a shit about you, ugly Flanders Mare.
Maybe if the world is lucky, you'll go die somewhere.

Black Roses for Your Hair

2005-12-26T19:05:00.000-05:00

I
You are my wings, you allow me to fly,
When I'm not with you I fall, and I die.
I cannot leave you; I cannot even try,
Your sweet voice, it haunts me,
Your sweet lulaby.

II
Your face it reminds me of white roses in bloom,
Pearly white; beautiful, like an extravagent tomb.
Don't weep for me, baby, I'll be with you soon.
Together forever,
We'll share in our doom.

III
You never look up, you always look down.
You never wear a smile; only a frown.
If I could see your eyes, in them I'd drown.
Sometimes I wish I could make you smile...
...If only for a while.

IV
Why so melancholy, dear?
Your heart's safe with me, you need never fear.
I will wipe away your tears.
Your eyes look so much better open.
Your spirit works better when it's not broken.

V
Please don't feel bad when I'm gone.
I cross my heart, it won't be long.
And when I'm with you you won't feel so alone.
And when I'm with you you won't be cold like stone.
A pile of clouds will be your throne.

VI
I'll pluck black roses from the air,
And put them in your hair to wear.
We'll walk hand in hand along that path,
I'll look at you, and we'll both laugh.
I say "It's growing late, my love", and you say "I don't care"

VII
We walk along, between the graves and you look at me.
You point to over yonder, where there sits an old oak tree.
We sit beneath it, you and I, I wonder how it can be,
That a girl so beautiful can love a guy like me.

More Evidence That G.W.B. Is The Antichrist

2005-12-20T16:32:00.000-05:00

Here we go, folks. Right there in text. Next he'll ask for emergency powers to aid in fighting his fake war.

Wtf?! Where'd udev Go?

2005-12-16T16:43:00.000-05:00

o_0; I think I may have found my problem (with ALSA)... Apparently, udev has decided to go on vacation, taking the device nodes for ALSA with it... So, hopefully, when I get a chance to emerge udev again, all will be fine.

GAH!!! ALSA HAS GONE FSCKING MAD!!!

2005-12-15T16:43:00.000-05:00

Alright, so I exagerated a bit. ^^;
Anyway, check out my post in the Gentoo Forums for details, or if you want to help. ^_^

System Updates (Finally) Complete

2005-12-14T23:14:00.000-05:00

After two fuckin' days of screwing around (configging the new kernel, etc.), my system is finally up-to-date. Now I just need to get all the shit I had before that portage massacred during my last update (klaptopdaemon is the only one I can remember atm, but I'm sure there are others, and hopefully I'll remember those as time goes on). Then after that there is the new packages I've been waiting for internet access to emerge, (the only one of these that I remember is dissembler, but I know that I had basically the whole entire game category on hold) and then I'm done. Oh, I forgot about the gaim tools, and Karamba. I'll have to remember to get those this weekend if I have time. See, I'll remember everything in no time! ^_^ *glances at arm* *GASP* Where is my rubber band bracelet?!

Yay! No More Word Verification!

2005-12-13T13:56:00.000-05:00

Yes, I turned off word verification. And member-only commenting. Now anyone can comment (as long as you are a member of blogger, I mean. If I turned that off, the commerce-bots would take over. And we don't want that now, do we?). Yeah, free speech (as long as it has nothing to do with commercialism, because commercialism=Satan)!

One Down, Three To Go

2005-12-13T13:52:00.000-05:00

I finally got Geometry IB done. Now all I have to do is English IIIA and Unite States Government (you can imagine how I feel about that one :p).

Hypocrisy And The Army

2005-12-11T14:31:00.000-05:00

Today at church I saw a dude wearing a US ARMY hoodie. At church. Now tell me again where in the Bible does it say that murdering people is a good Christian thing to do? Yeah, you heard me. MURDERERS. Hundreds of thousands of corruptible children join the army every day. And multiply that by a thousand and you have the approximate number of people who fight in the army every single day. And what are they supposedly fighting for? Peace. Yeah. They fight for peace. What's wrong with the picture? What doesn't belong? *sing-song*Which one of these is not like the other? Fighting for peace is an oxymoron you idiots. FIGHTING FOR PEACE IS LIKE FUCKING FOR CHASTITY, SHIT-FOR-BRAINS. So why don't you discharge yourself from certain death (or stop supporting our troops, now there's an idea), and do something more productive with your pointless lack-of-a-life. Like get hit by a bus. You fucking retard.

Oh, I Forgot To Mention...

2005-12-09T15:29:00.000-05:00

...You need the last.fm radio (as if that wasn't common sense). Don't worry though, it's a tiny app, and it's for pretty much every OS. Even *gasp* windoze. Seriously, though. It takes literally 30 seconds (if that) to install, and it is only... Well... I'm not sure exactly how big it is, but I i know it's really small. So if you n00bish AOLer windoze lusers can install your (OMGWTFBBQ!!!111one!!1eleventy-one!!) AIM, you can install this. So do it. You n00b. :p

An Epic, And A Suggestion

2005-12-09T14:48:00.000-05:00

I'm currently writing an epic poem. I'll post when it's complete. In other news... I have a proposition: I was debating whether to put a link in the sidebar to my custom radio station at http://www.last.fm. Any thoughts? It grows every week at least, but as for right now it is currently featuring the sounds of:

12 Stones, A Day In The Life, AFI, ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION, Adema, Badly Drawn Boy, Barenaked Ladies, Beastie Boys, Ben Folds Five, Bright Eyes, COOL JOKE, Chester Bennington, Coheed and Cambria, Commander Venus, Conor Oberst, Cursive, D'Arc-en-Ciel, Dashboard Confessional, David Draiman, Death Cab for Cutie, Deftones, Depeche Mode, Desaparecidos, Dir en grey, Disturbed, Dntel, Do As Infinity, Dry Cell, Dué le Quartz, DéspairsRay, Earshot, Elliott Smith, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Fecal matter, Finch, Fort Minor, Generation X, Godhead, Godsmack, Good Charlotte, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Heatmiser, Her Space Holiday, Hoobastank, Janne Da Arc, Jay Gordon, Johnny Rotten, Kidneythieves, Kurt Cobain, L'Arc~en~Ciel, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Matchbook Romance, Mike Shinoda, Modest Mouse, Morrissey, Motion City Soundtrack, Mudvayne, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Orgy, Our Lady Peace, P'UNK~EN~CIEL, Papa Roach, Park Ave., Pixies, Placebo, Puddle of Mudd, Rage Against the Machine, Raphael, Senses Fail, Sex Pistols, Sid Vicious, Silverstein, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Spitalfield, Static-X, Story of the Year, Stranger than Fiction, Straylight Run, Stricken, Sum 41, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, The Cure, The Darkness, The Doors, The Faint, The Get Up Kids, The Good Life, The Killers, The Postal Service, The Smiths, The Starting Line, The Used, Thrice, Thursday, Trapt, Trent Reznor, Violent Femmes, Wayne Static, Weezer, Yellowcard, baroque, hide, the pillows

I add new artists very often. So if you like that idea, leave a comment. If not... Well... Go fuck yourself... Or something...

Dammit...That was stupid...

2005-12-08T13:14:00.001-05:00

Heh. No, I didn't just post the same thing twice. IT WASN'T MY FAULT, FIREFOX WAS BEING WIERD! >_<

Guess What? ...The Slash is BACCCCCK!

2005-12-08T13:14:00.000-05:00

OOOYEAHHHHH! MY LINUX BOX IS UP, SUCKAH! AND IT'S....not...ready yet(still gotta fix some things). BUT GUESS WHAT?! The sidebar. It works in Firefox! HA! I knew my code was right! IE just formatted it wrong, because it's an assclown! So. Go get firefox. Now. And switch to linux while you're at it. Gentoo Linux. Suckah. The Slash is back. Mastah hacker on the loose. Lock your ports and guard your servers. Coz they call me The Slash for a reason. /. R00t, bitches. Alright, I'm done :p.

Busy, Busy, Dreadfully Busy...

2005-12-06T19:41:00.000-05:00

One word: School.

Somebody Help Me

2005-11-28T13:27:00.000-05:00

Anyone out there know Blogger's psuedo-html, and want to help me find out what the fuck is wrong with my sidebar? Just view the source and tell me what's wrong in a comment. Much thanks in advance.

I'm Back.

2005-11-28T13:18:00.000-05:00

Well, after what seemed like a long Thanks Giving Weekend, I'm finally back. My family and I went to Pennsylvania to see my aunt, and we ate Thanks Giving Dinner there. We rented a few movies and stuff as well. I got a replacement for the Sex Pistols album that got destroyed (Nevermind the Bollocks, Here's the Sex Pistols), and I got the Hawthorne Heights CD (The Silence in Black and White). It's awesome. I'm listening to it as we...err... Nevermind...

Yay, I'm Finally Caught Up! ...Oh wait... Nevermind...

2005-11-21T16:19:00.000-05:00

Well, yesterday I finally got all caught up in Chemistry. And today's Monday, so now I'm not caught up anymore. I'm not behind either, but I am behind in Government and English, so I have to do an extra huge ammount of work today. Then why am I spending my time writing this, you may ask? Well, two words (or, one acronym, and one word): IIS SUCKS. My stupid n00bish school runs freaking Windows servers. And so now they have to run 'maintenance' on them every 3 weeks or so. Probably cleaning up all the viruses they contracted in their
Windows-Using ignorance, no doubt. Anyway, I need to get back to work (or at least back to furiously pinging my schools lack-of-a-server).

What The Fuck Is Wrong With My Template?

2005-11-18T17:15:00.000-05:00

Anybody know why my blog headings randomly change from red to green, and why my sidebar is no longer a sidebar?

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire = t3h pwnz0red

2005-11-18T17:10:00.000-05:00

Yeah, I saw it last night at 12. And it was fucking awesome. Anyways, sorry I couldn't write yesterday. I was busy with many things, including school work, and pwning bosses in Soul Callibur II. And today I hope to do the after I do some chemistry. Dell finally found my warranty information. Turns out it was somehow lost in their database. So now I have to send it in, and give them my root password. I was like "Fuck no! I'm not giving them root!". So we'll see what happens.

var greatAmericanMagazineFundraiser==t3h suxx0r

2005-11-16T13:43:00.000-05:00

Yeah, you heard me (well, maybe you heard me, if you are a hacker and/or programmer ^_^). Stupid magazine thing sucks. Not one Linux, nintendo, hacker, or otaku related magazine. Not one. Those assholes.Not even Nintendo Power or Shonen Jump! Anyway, in other news, the cable guy tried to hit on my mom today. He's lucky I didn't see it, because I would've kicked his ass. Well, I gots to go read emails now. See ya later.

My Doubtful And Depraved Mind

2005-11-14T13:59:00.000-05:00

I have sinned. I have done horrible wrongs.I have doubted the existence of God, I have doubted the love of my girlfriend, and I have doubted the value of life. I have been making important decisions with a depraved mind that no longer has the ability to make sound judgements. I'm sorry.

My Life Temporarily Ends In... looks at the clock An Hour

2005-11-12T18:22:00.000-05:00

Guess what? My fucking sisters are having a party with like 17 other people in an hour! Guess where I will [forcibly] be? Up in my fucking room, unallowed to come out, until they leave. I feel like fucking Cinderella for Christ's sake.

And once, they do leave, I can't even have my own party. Why? Because I have no friends. Although, it's not like I need any. Yeah, and I don't want any, either. Yeah, so FUCK YOU.

My Life Is t3h Suck

2005-11-11T19:17:00.000-05:00

Well, I finally got a useable answer from one of the support agents from Dell: They barred off the memory module in the Inspiron 1000 to prevent the customer from replacing it (God knows why). So basically, if they choose not to replace it for me, I'm screwed. Something tells me that they will replace it, though. Maybe it's the fact that I didn't do anything to it, that is, it failed as a result of nothing but normal operation. Also, I didn't even have it for a full year yet (but for some reason my warrenty seems to have expired). Anyway, I hope my instincts are correct, because if they aren't then I am screwed. Royally.

I'm Still Here...

2005-11-11T14:52:00.000-05:00

After thinking about it for a while, I remembered the whole Hell thing. At first, I was indifferent (What can be worse than this; I can kick Satan's ass and take over; etc.), but then the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I wasn't ready... Yet... Maybe one of these days I will be able to do it. Anyway, I was just getting ready to reseat the memory last night, when I realized I had no fucking clue how to do it. I mean, I thought it would be easy, since they don't support Linux, they'd be telling Windows users to do this, correct? var ("windowsUser") = n00b. n00b!=brain. var ("linuxUser") = 1337. 1337 == teh pwnz0rz. Anyway, I'm going to try and see if i can find out how to do this shit online, cos I am so not going to try and translate the instructions of some heavy accented foriengner over the phone (no offense to anybody, I'm anti-racist, remember? ^_^ ).

Suicide

2005-11-10T23:44:00.000-05:00

school is pointless... Why do I need to learn Chemistry? Or United FUCKIN States Government? What the fuck am I ever going to do with that false knowledge? This is all a pointless waste of time. And even if I do it, I still fail because the TEACHERS NEVER GRADE ANYTHING. They don't even RESPOND TO THE EMAILS. Then they claim that they never got them, when I have copies of the messages IN MY SENT INTEMS FOLDER. And if I don't do this, I can never do what I want. I can never do anything. It's either this... Or suicide. And Guess which one is looking more apealing to me right now?

...Happy?

2005-11-10T15:19:00.000-05:00

Today, if things go according to plan (that is, if this works), I might actually be... Dare I say it? ...Happy (I've actually been happy before, (yes, I know it's quite hard to believe) but it is a very rare emotion for me, and when I do experience it, it's usually at the expence of someone else.). What is 'this', you ask? Well, today my mom found a set of a bunch of screwdrivers, all various sizes and styles, and one just happened to fit the [somewhat deformed] mini-screw on the back of my laptop, on the case that leads to the memory cards. Now I can finally reseat the memory. And, if it works [which it better], get my damned laptop to start again.

I Usually Don't Double Post, But...

2005-11-07T21:07:00.000-05:00

...This is an emergency. My sisters are having a 'fiesta' and they are bringing 7 of their dirty little monster people... I think they called them... 'friends'? Yes, it was something like that... Anyway, 7... Humans... Are coming to my house... On saturday. They should know that they endanger their very lives by coming here. And if they set foot within a meter of my door, they will die. I will reap their souls like fields of rice, and their blood will cover my hands and face like air. If my mother cannot find me shelter by Saturday, and I have to stay here, there will be a problem. And it won't be my problem. Oh, no, it will be their problem.

Anyone Feel Like Hanging Themselves And Taking A Picture Of It? It's For My Blog.

2005-11-07T14:50:00.000-05:00

Yeah, I still need that picture... You know, the one with the shadowy figure hanging from a tree in a dark forest? Yeah, that's the one. I will not rest until I find it. Or fake it. Or get someone else to fake it for me. ^_^

The Bathroom Mantra

2005-11-05T20:23:00.000-05:00

Bathroom Mantra
Snoop Style

If you shizzle
in the bizzle,
Grab a can
and give a spizzle!

Sorry, but that was too funny not to blog. XDD

In other news: I updated the Links to make them more relevant. There's my orkut profile, my last.fm profile, my MySpace (since nobody uses orkut, even though it is way better than frickin' MySpace), and... Wait, what was the last one? Shit! I forgot! *goes to check*
oh yeah... My web site! Duh! Anyway... Yeah. Goodbye.

WOOHOO! I LOVE ME SOME SESSHOMARU! ^o^

2005-11-04T17:59:00.000-05:00

Wheeee! It's Sesshomaru! As a plushie! And I got one today, at Hot Topic! So cool!

Hell Yes, I Am Done! Ouch! Get That Damn Needle Away From Me, You Psycho! >.<

2005-11-03T14:59:00.000-05:00

Well, I'm done with the er...design update. Do you like it? Honestly, I could give a shit less if you do or not. Anyway, I gotta go now. I don't have much to say today anyways, other than I had to get a fucking shot. Seriously, they need to come up with a new way of injecting vaccines. I say we absorb them through our pores. Sound good?

Personality Test

2005-11-02T23:37:00.000-05:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		16%
Stability		10%
Orderliness		16%
Accommodation		43%
Interdependence		30%
Intellectual		63%
Mystical		90%
Artistic		70%
Religious		70%
Hedonism		10%
Materialism		76%
Narcissism		43%
Adventurousness		50%
Work ethic		23%
Self absorbed		83%
Conflict seeking		43%
Need to dominate		30%

Romantic		76%
Avoidant		50%
Anti-authority		90%
Wealth		10%
Dependency		76%
Change averse		36%
Cautiousness		63%
Individuality		90%
Sexuality		70%
Peter pan complex		70%
Physical security		63%
Physical Fitness		64%
Histrionic		76%
Paranoia		83%
Vanity		50%
Hypersensitivity		90%
Female cliche		50%

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Woohoo! Almost Done!

2005-11-02T20:21:00.000-05:00

Well, I ditched the whole text header and replaced it with an image. I think it's much better. I added a favicon, and right now I'm going to give the color scheme a complete overhaul. So stay tuned.

Been Trying To Spice This Up A Bit...

2005-11-02T15:00:00.000-05:00

... Could you tell? Anyway, I think I may (eventually) add a background image and maybe even change a few colors around. I can't find the background I want, though. See, what I was going for was a sorta darkish forest-type dealie with a shadowy figure hanging from a tree, but I can't find anything, and I'd never be able to make one my own... I mean, unless I photoshoped it in from another picture, but even then, I can't find another picture to photoshop it in from. Anyway, I guess I'm sorta stuck with this for the time being. In the meantime, keep your eyes open. -_^

RootThisBox Is Fucked Up, And HackThisSite Isn't Even THERE.

2005-11-01T22:12:00.000-05:00

Alright wtf. I can't create a team on RootThisBox because it's being a lamer, and HackThisSite is just... gone... Dammit... I'm hungry... *walks away dazed and confused*

A Craving, And A Problem

2005-10-28T15:23:00.000-04:00

Well, I was distraught to find that unfortunately my harddrive(s) cannot contain all of my mp3 encoded albums, so I am currently working on uploading them to my server and then finding a way to somehow stream them over the network to me when i feel like listening to them. In other news, I have a craving. I must hack something. I'm planning on enlisting in Root This Box and hopefully getting something done. I'll let you know how that goes... -_^

Final Fantasy Unlimited OSTs Finally Up, And An Old Hobby Becomes New Again

2005-10-27T16:50:00.000-04:00

Well, I'm finally working on uploading the Final Fantasy Unlimited OSTs (which was way over-do). It's probably going to take all day. Stupid Italian server! >.<
Anyway, I'm working on The Stone again. Finally finished all the stupid riddles in The Unknown. Now I'm stuck on h:j Adam and Eve from The Movement. I know what the answer entails, but I don't know what it is or where to find it. It's getting a bit frustrating. Anyway, I'm off to school... Err... Well, not "off" in the sense of leaving to go somewhere, (I'm home-schooled) but you know what I mean.

Nothing To Say.

2005-10-25T16:13:00.000-04:00

I would write something worthwhile today, but there is nothing to say....

InuYasha and Geometry B

2005-10-24T18:33:00.000-04:00

Well today I will hopefully finish Geometry B. Should have been done forever ago. Also, I'm currently watching InuYasha. I still have tons of eps to go, as I'm only on 14, and after that I have 500 or so chapters of manga to read :p.

Sister's Birthday, And A New Poem

2005-10-20T14:15:00.000-04:00

Today is my sister's birthday. We are going out to eat. That is all I have to say about that. Now, for the poem.

Drench my soul with your existence like rain.

Make it so I may never sleep again.

Envelop my mind like a fog on a lake.

Make it so I never want to be awake.

Sink into my body like a disease.

Make me entranced like all my favorite memories.

Drive your image into me like a screw.

Make me want nobody but you.

Shatter my heart like a hammer.

Walk away; ignore it's awful clamor.

Leave me here in this dark corner.

Make me like a soulless mourner.

Eat me from the inside like a parasite.

Kill me slowly like a poison.

Website

2005-10-16T00:05:00.000-04:00

Very busy. Check the link and you'll see with what.

My Mind Is Blank

2005-10-13T17:48:00.000-04:00

I have absolutely nothing to write today.

Character Quizes And A Duct Tape Wallet

2005-10-11T17:09:00.000-04:00

well today i was feeling otaku-ish so i decided to take some anime character quizes of all my favorite animes (except Love Hina, for obvious reasons). here are the results:

FullMetal Alchemist

Scar

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InuYasha

Ahh, you're the great Sesshoumaru. Beautiful, but
deadly. You have exceptional grooming habits to
keep those stunning looks up. You act coldly to
most others, but we all know you have a heart
in there somewhere.

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Bleach

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Hellsing

Alucard. You are one of the remaining true immortal
vampires. You are so powerful, everyone fears
you. Even other immortal beings - 'cause you
can kill them. And you're possibly the biggest
bad ass ever. After being filled with hundreds
of assault rifle rounds, you belittle peoples
clothing style and complain about boredom and
make fun of people's power.

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Yu Yu Hakusho

Cowboy Bebop

Edward

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I still can't believe I'm Edward. >.>
It must be my 1337 hacking skills. :p
In other news, I made a duct tape wallet last night. I decorated it with Anti-American insignia and the like. :p
Hmm.... I seem to have overclocked the emotes for today.... I guess I'll stop then. But before I do, one more thing:

I FINNALLY GET MY INUYASH DVDS!!! ^o^

Alright, that's all

Character Quizes And A Duct Tape Wallet

2005-10-11T15:56:00.000-04:00

Didn't feel like it...Laptop went 'poof'...

2005-10-09T02:49:00.000-04:00

Well I haven't blogged recently because...

1. No internet access, as I've just moved.

2. I simply didn't feel like it.

Yeah that's right, I'm not blogging for you! :p

Anyway, I love my new room. It's not painfully claustrophobia-inducing, plus I got the attic so the ceiling is arced, which works well with all my otaku posters and shit.

WHERE IS ERIN?!

My laptop broke the other day. I went downstairs to get the wifi card and 'poof', it turned off. And it didn't turn back on. The n00bs at Dell said to reseat the memory. THIS BETTER WORK. Only.... I can't find a screwdriver small enough to fit the damn screws. DAMN YOU DELL. Okay, I know, I completely overclocked the capitols. I'll stop now.

o_0 My Hands Are Going To Freeze And Fall Off....

2005-09-29T16:19:00.000-04:00

GAHHHHHHHHH!!!! Why are my hands so cold?! Poor circulation sucks major assage.... Anyway... Seriously, I'm about to extract the gene that codes for poor circulation, and replace it with a normal one, because this is bullshit. End rant. Anyway, I finally finished the first week of Chemistry A. It was fucking easy. I mean, who doesn't know the metric system (if you don't, leave now, because I don't permit idiots on my blog :p)? And temperature conversions? Thats like second grade! Honestly! Anyway, my room is looking pretty bare at the moment.... *looks around* ....Yeah.... I took out my shelving unit today, and cleaned off all the furniture and stuff. Some (wannabe) strong dudes are coming over tommorrow to move shit. I was sure to leave nasty messages regarding what would happen if they broke things on my boxes. ^^;;
*sings* Yeehaw, I'm listening to Bright Eyes! And according to my download bot, Fullmetal Alchemist: Conqueror of Shamballa is almost downloaded onto my server. ....It better not be lying, because if it is, I'm going to turn it into a worm :p. Norton can't save you from The Almighty Slash! Anyway, I'm gonna stop writing now. Slash out.

Moving This Weekend.... Meanwhile, I Catch Final Fantasy Fever....

2005-09-28T13:32:00.000-04:00

Well, we're almost all set to move this weekend. I almost got my bookcase cleaned out, then after that I will clean off my desk, clean out my TV stand, and, finally, Take down all my posters, and probably trash a few. I need more room for wall scrolls anyways ^_^. In the meantime, I seem to have contracted another case of Final Fantasy Fever. I went crazy and got my chatbot to download every Final Fantasy movie (subbed, of course) onto my server. I got Final Fantasy VII: Last Order, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children (especially excited about this one), Final Fantasy V: Legend of the Crystals, and Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within. I also got the entire Final Fantasy: Unlimited series. If anyone wants any of these, just post a comment and I'll see what I can do. Hopefully I'll get the DVD Extras for Spirits Within if someone SEEDS IT. Anyways, I think I got a little bit of an InuYasha fever as well. I can't bring myself to read the manga until I watch the whole series, OAVs and all. Plus there's another OAV coming out this winter, and it's rumored to be the last one. I was debating whether to wait to buy them all as one huge set on Ebay, and I still aren't sure what I will do. I will probably get the set now, then buy the OAV seperate when it comes out. or maybe I'll get a set of all 167, then buy each OAV seperate. Yeah that sounds like a good idea, I think I'll do that. Anyway, this entry is already way too long, so I better stop now. See you around.... Maybe....

Busy, Busy, Dreadfully Busy....

2005-09-26T14:49:00.000-04:00

Very busy today. School, moving, video games, avoiding society, etc. Plus there isn't much to write about. Other than that I mean. Oh yeah, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children came out. that was the 21 I think. Don't remember. Anyway, I gotta remember to watch that. And Fullmetal Alchemist: The Conqueror of Shamballa as well.

Back to School....

2005-09-22T15:29:00.000-04:00

Well, as you can see, I haven't updated this in like.... 2 days. The main reason would be I didn't feel like it :p. Anyway, I got Chemistry today, so I don't really have time to write a long message. And I think I will end today's update on that note.

Final Fantasy, Japanese Rock, and a New House

2005-09-18T16:54:00.000-04:00

I've been playing the orginal Final Fantasy all day today and yesterday, and I've almost cleared it once. Also, the past few days it's been nothing but Japanese heavy metal spewing from my computer speakers. Dir en grey, ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION, Miyavi, etc. Did I tell you that I'm moving? Well, I am, and I think I've found a good house. Sadly, it's in Coventry. I.....HATE....Coventry.....

Done With Schoolwork (for now)

2005-09-16T14:12:00.000-04:00

I'm finally done with my schoolwork for the time being. I'm going to start on this year's work hopefully by monday, if all my slacker teachers get all my stuff graded. If they fail to, however, I will not be able to start in time, and I will again be a week behind. If this ends up being the case, I will hunt down and kill each one of them myself. No, I'm not joking.

Everything Seemed To Pick Today To Happen....

2005-09-15T14:06:00.000-04:00

Well today is gonna be a long one. I have confirmation that my sister did break her finger, and I also discovered a few new things I could turn my futon into. It can go into a chair, a low rise lounger, and a high rise lounger (and, of course, a bed). Also, I (finally) got my nipl.net account opened. I hope that someone will add KDE and Kiten to the keeper list, because I really need to use Kiten. It is cool though, nonetheless. I can vnc into the Debian box, which is cool. I only wish more people provided public vnc accounts. I should have school all finished by tonight. Hm.... I guess I sorta overshot the length of this.... Oh well....

WWII Project Finished, And Sister Broke Her Finger..

2005-09-14T13:16:00.000-04:00

I finished my WWII project around 10 PM last night. I should have the book done by the end of the day today. In other news, my sister Rachel was home from school today because she broke her finger while playing flag football in gym (more proof that gym is pointless). I'm not absolutely sure that it is actually broken, as they just left a few minutes ago to go to the hospital, so I'll probably have more updates for you tomorrow. On a lighter note, I'm rapidly getting better with my kanji. I have about 80 some kanji memorized already. This may not seem like a great deal, taking into account the fact that there are over 14,000 kanji in existence, but i feel as though I've achieved a great deal, what with me being able to memorize so many in such a short period of time. They really are quite simple when you really stop to think about it. With most of the kanji, you can simply take the meaning of each radical, and sort of combine them together, and you are able to accurately guess the meaning of the kanji. This isn't always true, though, as I've found out. Some of them make more sense than others. Anyway, that's about all the time i have for today. I'll try and get more updates on the finger breaking incident tomorrow.

One Down, One To Go....

2005-09-13T13:09:00.000-04:00

I finished my WWII project.... Finally.... Anyway, right now I only have to finish my second English novel, and I'll be done. I'll have to retake a few tests as well, but that'll be the teachers' faults if they don't reset them in time, so I'm not worried about it. In other news.... I'm in a very emo-ish mood today, so don't be surprised if I say something very romantic or over the top. I don't know what it is that gets me in these moods, but once they come, they usually last quite a while. Christy made a comment last night about how she thought that I might use a girl for sex. I'm determined to prove her wrong.... Maybe that's part of the reason why I feel the way I do today. I try so hard to keep a certain image of myself, but someone always ends up looking past it or seeing through it. There is always someone that I can't convince.... Never.... I'll convince them all, or die trying.... Most likely the latter.

The Futon Has Arrived...

2005-09-12T15:43:00.000-04:00

The futon arrived today on-time as expected. I must say, I am impressed. Things never go this well...o_O(anticipates something really bad to happen[equivalent exchange])Anyway, if you wanna know what it looks like, I got this frame(lounger from the Metro Collection), and this mattress(6" foam core). It's pretty sweet, cos now i have a considerably larger amount of space left over ^_^(which, sadly, is still barely enough to keep me from slipping into a claustrophobia-induced panic attack)~_~. My favorite thing about it is how authentic it looks. You can look at it and Japan automatically comes to mind. And the World Map on the wall behind it, with japan marked with one of them map tack things, sorta adds to the effect. so cool! =*^_^*=
In other news...I'm like 99.9% done with my WWII project. Then I have to read some 100 page sad excuse for a novel and answer questions on it, and I'm done. i should be able to finish the project today, and the book by tomorrow night. If I'm really feeling motivated (which I hardly ever am :p) I'll have them both done by tonight. I doubt that will happen, though. Anyway, I think I have once again exhausted my space for today, so I'll just go ahead and let you go (why are you reading this in the first place?! o_O).

Almost done...

2005-09-11T14:59:00.000-04:00

I'm finally almost done with 10th grade. I've got like 2 more things I have to do, and then the pain and suffering is all over, that is, until I have to start again. On a lighter note (not really), I'm feeling a little rebelious today, so don't be surprised if I argue with you for hours on end. I'm always right in the end, anyway, so don't even bother (you'll see...[you'll all see...]). My mom revealed to me yesterday that she doesn't think that i'll ever really go to japan. well, if she thinks i'm gonna spend one single millisecond in this shithole excuse for half a country, she is sorely mistaken. If i say i'm going to do something, i will do it (that is, of course, unless i'm lying, which, in this case isn't true [for once]). Well, i think i've exhausted another page of my big black book for today (thats my diary, for those of you who don't know). even if i haven't actually written this in it, i feel as though it's there...invisible maybe, or just ingrained deep within the pages....

P.S.: America needs to pull the gigantic speck out of it's own eye, before trying to pull one out ofother peoples' (in response to the hurricane katrina effort). Maybe this country wouldn't suck half as bad as it does if the worthless government put that money towards things that matter. Furthermore, september eleventh was four years ago. you have three choices:

get off your ass and do somtething about it (like overthrow the man responsible, who is killing all your sons needlessly in iraq every fucking day)
if you don't care enough to do that, shut the hell up about it
cry about it every year for the rest of your life like a little child, but yet still do nothing about it.

you've had more than enough time to do any of these (four years to be exact). it's over. it happened. they're gone. either do something about it, or shut your worthless mouths.

END RANT

World War II FAQ

2005-09-09T17:41:00.000-04:00

Hey all. I'm still working on that damned WWII project. I've got some questions I just can't seem to get answers for, and I'm rapidly running out of time. If ANYONE has the answers to ANY of these, PLEASE post them.

Click here if you think you may be able to help. My username is the_slash, as always.

World War II Project Uncovers More Disturbing Things About America

2005-09-08T14:29:00.000-04:00

While doing my project on World War II, I uncovered some more reasons to be Anti-American (as if you need a reason). At the beginning of World War II, President FDR vowed to keep America neutral, and promised that he would stay out of the war, breeding a small period of peaceful isolationism. This was backed by the signing of the Nuetrality Acts, an act that stated that America was not to offer support in any way shape or form to countries at war. Only a few years after signing this, however, this period was shattered, and America seemed to forget all about the Nuetrality Acts, and a new act, called the Lend-Lease Act, was signed. This war mongering act stated that America was to lend or lease supplies to countries at war, the complete opposite of the Neutrality Acts. Maybe if war mongerers like FDR and George W. Bush would stay out of foreign affairs, and solve the myriad ammount of problems in America, then maybe this country wouldn't suck as badly as it does. End rant.

Futons...

2005-09-06T14:53:00.000-04:00

Today we went to look at futons. We found this really cool place called Norka Futon, and there was this really cool one there. it's the perfect size. so yeah, anyway, it should be here in like a week. nothing much else to write about today.

Welcome to My Pitiful Existence

2005-09-06T05:10:00.000-04:00

well, this is my very first post, so i'll try hard to make it as less pointless as possible. if you haven't read my profile yet, you can do that, i got a song on there i think really describes me well. it's called The Boy With The Thorn In His Side, by a band called The Smiths. Anyway, there isn't really anything to write about now....yeah....that was pointless....sorry....

My Pitiful Existence

Old Poem number 3: ~Show & Tell~

Old Poem Number 1: Untitled

Old Poetry = New Poetry

A Few Anarchistic Thoughts

Metric - Empty

No, I'm not dead...

Woohoo, almost stable!

...

Somebody, Please Tell Me...

Haven't Blogged In A While... Anyway... *guilty look*

New Pictures

No, I Don't Want To Go On A Fucking Field Trip

My Sexy Console Splash Screen

NTP Fixed (for now)

My Kernel... Is An Asshole... And so is NTPD...

Sexy-fying Slasher

All Right, I'm Done! w00t!

A Little More...

Hell Yes, I'm Seeing The Best Modern Emo Bands Ever Live In Concert

Two Down, One To Go...

A Multitude of News

Almost There...

Crush my still-beating heart

Untitled

Lonely... Oooh, It's 雅-miyavi-!

Omg! I Found Out Why Some Of The Headers Are Green!

Dora the Explorer Can Blow Me

Yay For Miyazaki!

Last Night I Dreamt... That Somebody Loved Me...

Hawthorne Heights February Tour

I Actually Went Outside For A Whole Day Today!

Updated The Shopping List For My Birthday

Hey You

Flanders Mare

Black Roses for Your Hair

More Evidence That G.W.B. Is The Antichrist

Wtf?! Where'd udev Go?

GAH!!! ALSA HAS GONE FSCKING MAD!!!

System Updates (Finally) Complete

Yay! No More Word Verification!

One Down, Three To Go

Hypocrisy And The Army

Oh, I Forgot To Mention...

An Epic, And A Suggestion

Dammit...That was stupid...

Guess What? ...The Slash is BACCCCCK!

Busy, Busy, Dreadfully Busy...

Somebody Help Me

I'm Back.

Yay, I'm Finally Caught Up! ...Oh wait... Nevermind...

What The Fuck Is Wrong With My Template?

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire = t3h pwnz0red

var greatAmericanMagazineFundraiser==t3h suxx0r

My Doubtful And Depraved Mind

My Life Temporarily Ends In... *looks at the clock* An Hour

My Life Is t3h Suck

I'm Still Here...

Suicide

...Happy?

I Usually Don't Double Post, But...

Anyone Feel Like Hanging Themselves And Taking A Picture Of It? It's For My Blog.

The Bathroom Mantra

WOOHOO! I LOVE ME SOME SESSHOMARU! ^o^

Hell Yes, I Am Done! Ouch! Get That Damn Needle Away From Me, You Psycho! >.<

Personality Test

Woohoo! Almost Done!

Been Trying To Spice This Up A Bit...

RootThisBox Is Fucked Up, And HackThisSite Isn't Even THERE.

A Craving, And A Problem

Final Fantasy Unlimited OSTs Finally Up, And An Old Hobby Becomes New Again

Nothing To Say.

InuYasha and Geometry B

Sister's Birthday, And A New Poem

Website

My Mind Is Blank

Character Quizes And A Duct Tape Wallet

Character Quizes And A Duct Tape Wallet

Didn't feel like it...Laptop went 'poof'...

o_0 My Hands Are Going To Freeze And Fall Off....

Haven't Blogged In A While... Anyway... guilty look

My Life Temporarily Ends In... looks at the clock An Hour