May 18, 2006

Old Poem number 3: ~Show & Tell~

Crack me open like a shell,
Send my soul straight down to Hell,
Ring my heart out like a bell,
Drown my feelings in a well,
Then you'll finally break the spell
You stood and watched me as I fell
Locked up in a fucking cell
How many souls did you sell?
To put my heart on show & tell?
Now all I can do is yell...
My voice it echoes like a shell...

May 17, 2006

Old Poem Number 1: Untitled

You think you're all that matters in this life of darkness and pain.
Quit wasting my time...
Why don't you shutup?!
Why don't you fuck up?!
Why don't you go and kill yourself, cos you're so stuck up?!
Making me lose my mind...
You just assume your fucking work is more important than mine,
Everything you say angers me a little at a time
Making me lose my mind...
Making me lose my MIND!
I can't DEAL WITH YOU, always invading invading my space,
And if you don't stop I'm gonna...
And if you don't stop I'm gonna...
And if you don't stop I'm gonna...
SHOOT YOU IN THE FACE!!
TELLING ME TO LEARN MY PLACE!!
"YOU ARE SUCH A HUGE DISGRACE"!!
Making me lose my mind...
Making me lose my mind...
Making me lose my mind...
MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND!

Old Poetry = New Poetry

I was thinking I might post some old poetry from my journal(s). So we'll see what happens.

A Few Anarchistic Thoughts

Alright, I just gotta get this outta my system. So, here goes.

  • If the majority says something is right, does that mean it's right? NO! Democracy = Majoritarianism.
  • Democracy does NOT mean freedom. Both the first and the early American democracies supported slavery.
  • Adolf Hittler was elected through legitimate democratic procedure.
  • If the government 'guards' Freedom of Speech, guess who you're giving your freedom to? George W. Bush.
  • Classical Athenian Democracy executed Socrates for impiety, i.e., for dissent. Some 'Freedom of Religion'.

May 15, 2006

Metric - Empty

This isn't mine, but I thought it was relevent, so I'll post it.

Metric - Empty
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When there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
When there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to
How I love to
How I love to
How I love to give in

Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We couldn't see what was coming

Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your head it's empty

I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now

Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all

February 27, 2006

No, I'm not dead...

Yeah, I know I haven't blogged in a while. I've been pretty busy with school, Slasher (and even Tracy, my old ThinkPad 365XD), and Animal Crossing: Wild World. KDE is somewhat working now (the arts server still crashes repeatedly, and the mime types are still missing, but at least it atarts now). I unmasked 3.5.1, and I can't wait to see it. It's supposed to be the best one yet! (in fact, the last 3.* release, IIRC) I cannot wait until 4.0! Im gonna get it on the release day! I'll be the first one to have it (besides the developers, of course)! And I'll post screenies, too, so don't worry! :P

February 10, 2006

Woohoo, almost stable!

I fixed a shitload of stuff yesterday, and now I only have like 3 or 4 things left to fix (excluding the drivers I have to write, thanks to closed-source propriety in-bed-with-Micro$oft companies not realeasing drivers for Linux (**coughSiliconIntegratedSystemscoughcoughsneezecough**)). In other news... Fuck, like there is any other news when I'm in hack mode. lol. Back to schoolwork (breeze my way through), then it's another all-night hack session for me. :p

February 08, 2006

...

I hate my fucking family...
I hate my fucking self...
*pause*
*looks up at the sky*
AND I FUCKING HATE YOU, TOO!!!!
Kill me... Kill me, now... Please, kill me, kill me now, kill me, kill me now, just do it, just kill me now, just kill me, just KILL ME.
Why do you hate me, why, huh, why do you, why do you, why, why do you hate me, you hate me, you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, why, why do you, why do you, why do you, why do you hate, why do you hate me, why, why do you HATE ME?!
What did I do, huh, what did I do, what did I do, what did I, what did I, what did I, what, what, what, what did, what did I do, what did I do, huh, huh, huh, what did I do, what did I do, what did I, what did I DO?!
You needed someone to hate...
Why do you laugh at me, huh, huh, huh, why, why do you, why do you laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you laugh, you laugh in my face, my face, my face, my face, my face, my ugly scarred and horrible face, you make me want to cut up my face, my face, my face, why do you laugh, why, why, why do you, why do you laugh, why do you do it, you laugh, you laugh at me, you laugh at my face, you do, you laugh, why, why do you laugh at me, why do you laugh, why, why do you do it, why do you laugh at me, why do you laugh at me, why do you laugh at me, why do you LAUGH?!
You don't care...
You don't care...
You never cared...
You don't even care...
You never even cared...
You can't even pretend to care...
*picks up scissors*
This is why you don't care...
Here is proof you don't care...

Somebody, Please Tell Me...

...Why am I such a mistake?

February 05, 2006

Haven't Blogged In A While... Anyway... *guilty look*

Yeah, the day before yesterday was my birthday (For those of you who forgot, it's really no big deal, I know I don't mean anything at all to you to begin with :P). It was awesome, compared to the rest of my life, which I guess must make it horrible for a normal person, but I don't really deserve a birthday to begin with, so it's all good. In other news... I fixed most of my computer. And I started learning Python (yeah, way overdue, I know, but better late than never). I like it alot so far. Much faster than C or C++ (yeah, those are the only other languages I know, I know, pitiful, right?). Anyway... What else... Oh yeah. I started playing Castlevania Aria of Sorrow again (this time from the beginning). I got a DS (finally!) for my birthday, along with Castlevania Dawn of Sorrow, which takes one year after the events of Aria of Sorrow, so I figured I should get 100% completion on Aria of Sorrow first. In other news... I saw King Kong. 'Twas awesome. And I'm seeing Big Momma's House II today, so that should be good as well. Anyway, I gotta get back to work on my school, so I'll see you later (...maybe).